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PERDUS EN ATLANTIDE
est paru chez Albin Michel le
5 Mars 2001
Coeurs perdus en Atlantide
Albin Michel, 3/ 2001.
Création :1997/ 1999. Première publication : 1999. Édition fr. Albin
Michel, 2001. 2 novellas et 3 nouvelles, formant un ensemble
(la date [ ] est celle où l'action se passe) :
1.
Crapules de bas étage en manteaux
jaunes [1960 ] (Low Men in Yellow Coats) se rattache au
Cycle de la Tour Sombre. 2. Chasse-coeurs en
Atlantide [1966] (Hearts in Atlantis). 3. Willie
l'aveugle [1983] (Blind Willie, nouvelle déjà
parue dans Six Stories, [1997]. 4. Pourquoi nous étions au
Vietnâm (Why We're in Vietnam. 5. Ainsi tombent les ombres
célestes de la nuit [1999] (Heavenly Shades of Night Are
Falling)
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Sauf pour mettre en scène des
enfants, King n'a pas utilisé la période historique de
la seconde partie des années soixante, pendant lesquelles se
déroulait la guerre du Vietnam, et n'a pratiquement pas
évoqué ses années d'université (une seule
nouvelle en parle brièvement, La révolte de
Caïn, sur le thème de
la tuerie collective qui a fasciné King pendant ses jeunes
années). Il le signale dans Anatomie de l'horreur : "Si
j'ai délibérément évité
d'écrire un roman se passant dans les années 60, c'est
parce que cette époque me paraît aujourd'hui infiniment
lointaine, comme si quelqu'un d'autre l'avait vécue."
(187) C'est dire avec quel
intérêt le lecteur attendait ce recueil, dont il savait
qu'il comportait un long développement sur la vie
d'étudiant de King à l'université du Maine
(1966/70)
L'éditeur présente l'ouvrage comme un roman : en fait,
il est difficile de lui donner une dénomination.
Composé de deux novellas (dont une très longue), de
deux nouvelles et d'une coda inclassable, ce récit se passe
à des périodes différentes, sa cohérence
est assurée par la présence, dans chacun des segments,
de relations avec un épisode qui s'est produit entre plusieurs
adolescents, l'agression brutale d'une fillette par quelques voyous
qui a durablement marqué aussi bien les agressés que
les agresseurs. Les situations conflictuelles du roman
découleront de cette agression. Certains de ces personnages
réapparaissent, devenus étudiants ou adultes, toujours
marqués dans leur comportement adulte par ce vécu
enfantin. Ce mince lien servira de fil conducteur, et nous permettra
de suivre la vie de ces préadolescents devenus des hommes.
La première novella - presque
un roman - nous rappelle des souvenirs d'enfants, à
l'âge et à la date (1960) où King (né en
1947) pourrait les avoir vécus. Le sujet a été
longtemps évoqué par King ( les produits les plus
marquants sont Le
Corps, Le Talisman, Ça), avant
de les abandonner pour y revenir ces dernières années,
mais avec un autre état d'esprit. Il ne s'agissait plus
maintenant d'évoquer avec émotion des souvenirs
liés à la période où l'enfant bascule
dans la préadolescence, mais d'insérer des enfants dans
des histoires les utilisant pratiquement comme des adultes : David,
dans Désolation; Seth, dans Les Régulateurs; Trisha, dans La petite fille qui aimait Tom Gordon. Nous voici donc revenus à
Le
Corps et à Ça : même âge des protagonistes,
mêmes problèmes avec les adultes, leurs
échappatoires dans leurs loisirs et leurs sentiments
d'enfants. Bien que ce type de récit kingien, si souvent
traité, ait perdu toute originalité, le charme
opère encore, et le lecteur est vite saisi par un récit
qui oppose la difficile entente d'un jeune garçon avec sa
mère veuve, et la richesse des rapports qui
s'établissent avec un vieil homme, Ted, venu habiter leur
logement. Avec Ted apparaissent des éléments
liés à la saga de la Tour Sombre. De mystérieux
êtres en jaune, aux formes changeantes comme beaucoup
d'êtres du monde de la tour, utilisant des voitures voyantes,
cherchent en effet à s'emparer du vieil homme, avec des
allusions (le roi Pourpre, les pétales de rose) que seuls les
kingiens avertis pourront comprendre. De graves faiblesses sont
malheureusement liées à cette intrusion. On cherche
vainement le sens de l'utilisation par les hommes jaunes
d'affichettes recherchant des animaux, ou punaisées à
l'envers, des signes particuliers (queue de cerfs-volants!). Une
pauvre explication ne justifie pas ces éléments qui
occupent une partie du récit (Bobby les recherche pour le
compte de Ted) : "Je pense
qu'il doit s'agir d'un moyen de communication, même si on peut
se demander pourquoi ils ne se retrouvent pas tout simplement au
Colony Diner pour échanger leurs
informations." (58) Cette
intégration faiblarde d'éléments insolites,
véritable placage, ne me paraît pas enrichir la
nouvelle, qui présente des qualités de tendresse, de
compréhension, de réflexion clairvoyante sur la perte
de l'innocence. Peut-être leur sens apparaîtra -t-il plus
tard : pour l'instant, ils faut vite les oublier, pour ne retenir que
la description de vies enfantines où King est passé
maître, leurs affections et leurs amours (Bobby a deux copains,
Carol, une fille, et Sully-John, un garçon de son âge),
leur naïveté roublarde et leur apprentissage du mensonge,
le gâchis que certains parents apportent dans la vie de leur
progéniture, comme ici la rapacité,
l'indifférence ou la méchanceté de la
mère..
Les quatre récits qui suivent sont liés à la
guerre du Vietnam. La seconde novella, récit à la
première personne de l'étudiant Peter, se
déroule pendant le dernier trimestre 1966, date où King
entre à l'université du Maine (où se passe le
récit). Ma déception paraîtra discordante dans le
flot des louanges touchant l'oeuvre. Mais il faut bien que j'avoue
que le contenu de Chasse-coeurs en Atlantide m'a vraiment déçu. Bien sûr, est
décrite l'intéressante prise de conscience, en quelques
mois, par de jeunes étudiants jusque là
indifférents, des réalités politiques de
l'époque. Ces trois mois peuvent expliquer partiellement
l'évolution personnelle de King, et, à ce titre,
offrent des perspectives nouvelles, à la fois pour comprendre
les exigences des jeunes pour un changement de société
(le mouvement français de 1958 s'est produit brutalement en
France, alors qu'il s'est étalé sur plusieurs
années aux USA) et leur hostilité à une guerre
infâme et meurtrière. On aime se représenter le
jeune Steve révolté de la couverture du Maine Campus de
1969 où, étudiant barbu, chevelu, agressif, le fusil
à la main, il enjoint ironiquement à ses condisciples
d'étudier, alors que la confusion et le désordre en
rapport avec la guerre du Vietnam règnent alors sur les campus
universitaires. On évoque volontiers un King
élevé dans un républicanisme de droite bon teint
devenant gauchiste en arrivant à la fac, comme il le dit dans
certaines interviews. On ne subit telle évolution, peut-on
croire, que par une prise de conscience politique des
problèmes d'une société en crise, une analyse,
serait-elle sommaire, des dysfonctionnements d'une
collectivité mal dirigée et mal régulée.
La suite logique de l'intransigeance de Rage. On pouvait admettre que, plus tard, l'étudiant
King, déçu par les faiblesses d'une position politique
morale, mais idéaliste, prenne à la sortie de la fac
ses distances avec tout mouvement révolutionnaire, ou
simplement contestataire. Ces récits l'expliquent
partiellement : les motivations de King n'ont jamais
été profondes... Carol, la fillette du premier
récit, qu'on retrouve ici étudiante, participe à
des manifestations politiques contre le Vietnam? Pas de justification
politique : elle répond à une impulsion qui vient de
son enfance, quand, agressée et blessée par trois
loubards, elle a été secourue par Bobby :
"C'est alors que Bobby est
arrivé. Il m'a raccompagnée hors du parc et m'a
portée jusque chez lui. Il a remonté tout Broad Street
Hill alors qu'il faisait une chaleur écrasante. Il m'a
portée dans ses bras." (345) Il a ensuite, bien que plus faible, donné
une solide raclée à l'agresseur Harry :
"La seule chose qui
mérite que je m'en souvienne, c'est que Bobby Garfield a pris
fait et cause pour moi.
(...) J'ai toujours
voulu lui dire combien je l'aimais pour ça, et combien je
l'aimais pour avoir montré à Harry Doolin qu'on ne s'en
tirait pas comme ça quand on s'en prenait aux gens, en
particulier à ceux qui sont plus petits que vous et qui ne
vous veulent pas de mal."
(346) Il est décevant de voir quelles leçons
politiques King tire de cet incident ordinaire dans la vie des
enfants : l'agressée, devenue étudiante à
l'université, participe à des manifestations contre la
guerre du Vietnam pour remercier rétrospectivement celui qui
lui a porté secours. Pour qui a vécu l'effervescence
bouillonnante des idées à cette époque, la
comparaison et la mise en critique des systèmes politiques et
sociaux existants, le radicalisme dans la remise en cause des
institutions, il paraît bien mince de voir ramener des prises
de position fondamentales à un geste d'altruisme
consécutif à un traumatisme vécu dans l'enfance.
Pas meilleure se révèle la prise de position collective
du groupe d'étudiants en faveur d'un handicapé qui
risque l'exclusion pour avoir tagué un mur d'une inscription
contre la guerre : leur soutien ne vient-il pas du fait qu'ils se
sont d'abord abondamment moqués de cet handicapé qui
avait fait une chute? Et leur approbation du signe de la paix de
Russell (la patte de poulet américain!) tient de l'imitation
et du remords, et non d'une conviction profonde. La prise de
conscience politique est dérisoire. De la psychologie - et
d'envergure limitée - utilisée pour expliquer
l'histoire... On ne saurait mieux dire les limites des prises de
conscience chez King des insuffisances ou des tares de notre
société. Le refus partiel de ce monde se traduit chez
lui par une tendance à se tenir en marge d'une
société sur laquelle il porte un regard
acéré et critique, mais que, finalement, il est
incapable de vraiment dominer. King est remarquablement doué
pour saisir des situations individuelles, et tout se ramène,
dans son oeuvre, aux comportements d'individualités. Qu'il ait
personnellement vécu ainsi ces événements n'est
pas singulier. La plupart les ont traversés ainsi sans rien
voir, ou n'y ont vu que des opportunités comme celle de
«se lever» une fille en participant à un mouvement.
Mais on pouvait attendre davantage : quelle force cette
période aurait-t-elle pu prendre dans cette novella si elle
avait été vécue par un Charlie comme dans
Rage, le King lycéen contestataire et sans
concession de dix-sept ans? Si elle avait été
décrite dans la foulée de Rage, ou de Marche ou Crève, au moment même des événements?
Ces réserves faites,
l'importance de cette novella est indispensable à la
compréhension de King. Le grand tournant que constitue le fait
d'assumer sa vie, alors qu'au lycée la voie était
tracée par le système, avec la difficile conquête
de l'individualité et du contrôle de soi, la fin de
l'enfance et l'acceptation du monde adulte et de ses duretés,
n'est pas facile. King insiste sur l'importance de ces
transformations : "Je suppose
que le temps des changements, celui où se produisent les
dernières convulsions de la jeunesse, mais je doute qu'il y en
ait jamais eu d'une ampleur comparable à ceux que connurent
les étudiants qui débarquèrent dans leur campus
à la fin des années soixante." (271) Mais ce que le
lecteur retient de la novella, c'est le niveau très
médiocre de la motivation pour les études de ces jeunes
gens, l'impression qu'elles sont une obligation, mais ne leur servent
à rien si ce n'est à obtenir les notes qui permettront
de garder leur bourse universitaire et le sursis qui leur permet
d'éviter le Viêt-Nam, et que l'évasion (dans des
parties de cartes endiablées et interminables dans le cas
présent, menée une grande gueule à la
personnalité douteuse, Malenfant) est la seule issue qui
présente quelque intérêt. Le combat politique
paraît, dans cette perspective, plus la conséquence
d'une sorte d'entraînement collectif qu'un choix lucide et
motivé.
La novella permet de préparer le terrain pour les trois autres
récits qui se déroulent en 1983 et à notre
époque. Le tourbillon de ce dernier trimestre 1966 a disparu,
remplacé par un mal-être, un manque, une sorte de grand
vide que les personnages, amers, aigris, voire
déboussolés ou torturés ne savent comment
combler. Dans les deux nouvelles suivantes, ils sont hantés
par les souvenirs de leur passé. Willie est aussi bien
marqué par sa guerre du Viêt-Nam que par
l'épisode pendant lequel Carol a été battue.
Moins cynique que les autres, plus religieux aussi, il en garde le
désir de se repentir, et passe son temps à recopier
interminablement sur des cahiers : je suis désolé. Il
s'est inventé une vie compliquée et peu
compréhensible, pour concilier les apparences d'un homme
d'affaires vivant dans l'aisance et se rendant à son bureau
dans un costume de marque, avec la pratique de la mendicité,
sa seule source de revenu (il vaut mieux passer sur l'épisode
tortueux du passage d'un bureau à un autre par une trappe
qu'il a spécialement aménagée). Sur son
trottoir, il se présente comme un ancien du Viêt-Nam,
médaillé, mais oublié, et, dans ses
vêtements militaires, parle occasionnellement de ce qu'il a vu
là-bas. Signe concret de son remords, il collecte l'argent des
donateurs dans le gant de base-ball abandonné par Bobby lors
du sauvetage de Carol. Hystériquement, il devient aveugle dans
sa période de mendicité - comme il l'a
été un moment au Viêt-Nam. Sa longue
pénitence tient lieu de confession, mais il s'arrange pour
garder les billets des donateurs pour lui sans remords, en offrant
les pièces aux églises, mêlant ainsi Dieu
à ses curieuses manigances. Il faut signaler que, pour corser
le récit, King lui a fait rencontrer au Viêt-Nam
l'animateur du jeu de cartes jadis à la fac, qui fait
participer son groupe à ses parties de chasse-coeurs. Il a
aussi sauvé de la mort au Viêt-Nam l'ancien ami de
Carol, dont il évoque fréquemment le souvenir.
Contradictoirement avec ses idées de repentance, il pense
faire disparaître un policier véreux qui le taxe
abusivement. On ne peut pas dire que la nouvelle, avec ses
curiosités, suscite particulièrement
l'enthousiasme.
Le quatrième texte met en scène, à la même
date, le copain de Carol, Sully-John, jadis sauvé par Willie
au Viêt-Nam. Il est hanté par le souvenir d'une vieille
femme indochinoise que Malenfant, le passionné de cartes de
l'université retrouvé là-bas, a tué
à coups de baïonnette. Il s'est fait soigner (diagnostic
: fantasme et transfert) et, avec le temps, la voit moins. À
l'enterrement d'un ancien du Viêt-Nam, il évoque avec
son ancien lieutenant la situation de ceux qui sont revenus de
là -bas, la plupart malades (il est question du
défoliant, l'agent orange). Il évoque longuement et
avec amertume la situation de désespérance des
survivants des années soixante : "Notre conception d'un grand changement dans la vie se
résume à l'achat d'un clébard. Les filles qui
ont brûlé leur soutien-gorge autrefois achètent
maintenant de la lingerie en soie et les types qui baisaient
témérairement pour la paix sont maintenant des
obèses qui restent tard le soir devant l'écran de leur
ordinateur, et se tirent la tige en regardant des photos de gamines
de dix-huit ans sur Internet. C'est nous, tout ça, frangin, on
aime bien mater. (...)
Mais il y a eu une
époque... ne rigole pas, vieux, il y a eu une époque
où nous avions tout entre les mains. Vraiment. Tu ne savais
pas?" (258) Passons sur les illusions que contient cette
affirmation. Il y avait beaucoup d'égoïsme frustré
et de recherche de satisfactions immédiates dans le
comportement des jeunes de la fin des années soixante,
à côté d'une véritable
générosité et surtout, une croyance quasi
absolue dans le pouvoir de l'imagination. Rien n'est plus labile et
vague que les suggestions de l'imaginaire, où le réel
est complètement mis de côté. King croit-il
lui-même qu'à cette période, tout était
possible? Il n'a pas dû le croire longtemps. Lui-même
déclare, à sa sortie de l'université, dans la
dernière de ses chroniques du Maine Campus (21 mai 1970) qu'il
est bien revenu de ses espérances : "Si quelqu'un, alors qu'il prenait conscience des
réalités, a pu dire qu'il allait «changer le monde
avec la vigueur et l'oeil brillant de la jeunesse», maintenant
ce jeune homme est prêt à tout envoyer promener et
à prendre la fuite, comme un homme qui ne se sent plus
tellement l'oeil brillant; en fait, il se sent vieux de deux cents
ans." (George Beahm,
The Stephen King
Story, 67) La
désillusion des jeunes des années soixante n'est donc
pas récente, et elle a suivi de près les
événements. Ce qui se passe avec sa
génération ne devrait donc pas l'étonner... Il
est facile de se moquer des «vieux» soixante-huitards se
masturbant devant leur télé... Ils sont loin
d'être les seuls. Oserai-je utiliser le terme d'exemple
«simpliste»?
Le seul passage original de cette
nouvelle tient dans la chute inexpliquée du ciel d'objets les
plus variés lors d'un embouteillage, dans lequel Sully-John
meurt d'un infarctus. Seule explication possible (les journaux ne
rapportent rien sur la chute des objets) : durant les quelques
secondes qui séparent sa vie de sa mort, Sully-John a vu
symboliquement les objets de la société de consommation
les plus variés écraser les automobilistes, comme les
bombes au Vietnam, comme sa génération a
été écrasée par cette même
société matérialiste (remarquons sa
lucidité quand même exceptionnelle pour un mourant,
compte-tenu du luxe de détails dont King parsème sa
description!) Le plus étonnant étant la chute d'un gant
de base-ball, évidemment celui de Bobby, possédé
ensuite par Willie... Il y a nécessairement de la Tour Sombre
là-dessous.
C'est ce que nous confirme la coda d'un quinzaine de pages qui
clôture le recueil, où l'on retrouve Bobby, seulement
mis en scène dans le premier récit (mais souvent
présent dans les esprits ou les conversations). À
cinquante ans, il est revenu sur les lieux de son enfance
après de longues années d'absence (situation
déjà rencontrée dans Ça). Ce ne sont pas ses impressions de retour qui
constituent l'essentiel, mais sa rencontre avec une Carol
fantomatique, devenue énigmatiquement une autre. Carol, dans
la réalité morte avec d'autres révolutionnaires
lors d'un combat avec les forces de l'ordre, apparaît sous une
autre identité, a changé de personnalité
(professeur de maths et non de littérature). Cette coda, par
sa sobriété et son efficacité dans les liens
qu'elle établit entre divers personnages et objets
rencontrés dans le recueil, propose des énigmes au lieu
d'éclaircir et de dénouer la situation.
Réapparaissent mystérieusement le gant de base-ball,
qui avait servi de sébile à Willie avant de
dégringoler du ciel sur la tête de Sully-John lors de sa
mort dans un embouteillage; le roman de William Golding Sa Majesté des
Mouches, qui avait eu de
l'importance dans les deux premières novellas. Avec des
interventions de Ted, qui reste toujours présent quoique
ailleurs, ce sont les dernières intrusions du monde de la Tour
à notre époque, dans une situation où le monde
réel et le monde des rêves se superposent, créant
une certaine forme de magie, et suggérant que les apparences
de notre monde ne sont qu'un mince vernis, cachant quelque chose
d'autre.
Le lecteur se trouve ainsi en présence d'un ensemble disparate
et inégal, de qualité nonobstant les importantes
réserves de fond qui ont pu être faites. La
première novella est superbe pour les situations d'enfance
évoquées plus haut, mais aussi la place donnée
aux livres et aux films qui peuvent bouleverser et enrichir une vie.
L'utilisation du roman de Golding en leitmotiv dans plusieurs textes
est une trouvaille de choix, qui n'est pas gâchée par
des considérations ou des incidents importuns. Le contexte
historique de la guerre froide et de l'affirmation de la jeunesse
comme force autonome paraîtra sommaire à celui qui a
connu cette époque, mais suffira peut-être aux autres.
La sinistrose de ces années de fac privées de sens pour
beaucoup d'étudiants, la confusion de leurs sentiments, la
peur des parents qui continuent à jouer un rôle
important, l'absence de perspective des sentiments amoureux donnent
à l'ouvrage tristesse et impression de fermeture. Cette
description de la vie dans ses méandres et sa
complexité, ses plaisirs et ses blessures, forme finalement un
panorama sombre de ce qui s'est passé dans cette fin de
siècle. Marqués par leur culpabilité et
hantés par les souvenirs du passé, certains ne seront
plus que des handicapés de la vie. Le meilleur se situe dans
ce que King a raconté avec son coeur, plutôt qu'avec des
combinaisons à intentions littéraires douteuses; dans
ce qu'il n'a pas calculé, dans ce qu'il a écrit en
étant lui-même au lieu de succomber à ses
démons familiers et de tomber dans l'artifice. Ce livre est
marqué par un grand amour, une compassion bienveillante envers
les hommes. Même Malenfant le bien nommé, qui perturbe
la scolarité de ses condisciples et en conduit un grand nombre
au ratage de leurs études, est humanisé en tant que
suppôt du mal, et fait pitié plutôt qu'horreur. Il
ne se révèle vraiment maléfique qu'au
Viêt-Nam quand, vociférant à son habitude et
tenant les autres sous son emprise trouble, il se montre sous son
vrai visage, un assassin et un prédateur sans scrupules. Ce
livre finalement plaira davantage pour son romantisme
littéraire et sa sentimentalité que par son aspect
d'exemple d'opposition au Vienam. Mais quand il s'est décide,
plus de trente ans plus tard, à évoquer ces
années, c'est pour ramener des événements
historiques à des situations individuelles d'enfance, de
révolte ou de repentance... King ramène les
événements à des cas particuliers (attitude
normale du romancier, me dira-t-on, il n'est pas historien) et si
l'authenticité du récit ne peut être mise en
doute, on peut discuter du degré de conscience politique
qu'elle témoigne.
Roland Ernould © mars
2001.
Voir mes deux
études :
Stephen
King et LA
GUERRE DU VIETNAM :
.. .
.. 59. 1ère partie : ...KING CONTRE LA GUERRE DU VIETNAM: l'homme et le conflit. 84 Ko
King a vécu la guerre du
Vietnam alors qu'il était à l'université. Les
allusions au Vietnam sont fréquentes jusqu'à la
période allant jusqu'aux Tommyknockers. Elles sont apparu de moins en moins nombreuses, alors
qu'elles sont très courantes dans les oeuvres jusque
Simetierre.
Ensuite elles disparaissent complètement pendant dix ans, pour
réapparaître avec Désolation, en 1996 et plus récemment, le Vietnam concerne
trois des cinq textes de Coeurs perdus en Atlantide. Il semble ainsi que les notations concernant le
Vietnam ont été abondantes dans l'oeuvre de
King tant que le conflit était récent, pour
être délaissées quand le souvenir s'en est
estompé dans les esprits. Les limites des prises de position
de King contre une guerre qui l'a mobilisé plusieurs
années de jeunesse se révèlent un peu
décevantes. King semble
avoir quitté l'université avec le seul souci de se
faire un destin personnel, et en ayant oublié les luttes
collectives, auxquelles il avait cependant participé dans la
générosité de sa jeunesse. King
n'est pas un politique.
..58.
2ème partie
:
KING ET LA GUERRE DU VIETNAM : l'utilisation littéraire du
Vietnam.
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
dans Désolation et Coeurs perdus en
Atlantide.
.. . 104
Ko
Le Vietnam réapparaît
maintenant avec l'âge de la maturité et le retour sur
les années soixante, années de jeunesse de
King. Surtout, à l'imitation de Straub, le Vietnam devient l'objet d'une exploitation
littéraire.
On peut comprendre ainsi
pourquoi il n'y a pas, dans l'oeuvre de King, de
déclaration fracassante contre la guerre du Vietnam, ou les
autres conflits qui ont suivi. Il n'y a pas, chez lui, un état
d'esprit propice à la rupture avec les institutions
présentes. Ses valeurs sont des valeurs
traditionnelles.
Après avoir
participé aux luttes politiques et sociales de son temps, qui
ont marqué ce descendant de républicains, devenu
hostile au conservatisme et à l'étroitesse d'esprit de
ce parti,
King donne l'impression de
fuir l'engagement direct et de trouver dans son oeuvre un exutoire
aux tensions qu'il a accumulées pendant sa jeunesse. Exutoire,
parce que l'écriture le libère de ses tensions.
Attitude politique plus passive qu'active.
Historique.
Le recueil comporte
5 récits au lieu des quatre
prévus initialement qui se passent dans les années 60
:
- Low Men in Yellow Coats se
rattache au Cycle de la Tour Sombre.
- Hearts in
Atlantis.
-Why We're
in Vietnam.
- Blind
Willie, déjà parue dans
Six Stories, 1997.
S'y ajoute maintenant : Heavenly Shades of Night Are Falling, qui aide à boucler le recueil et à lui
donner une unité qui le fait plus ressembler à un roman
que la première version.
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Extrait de la 4è de
couverture :
Du danger, du suspense et
surtout du coeur ; ce nouveau King amènera certains
lecteurs là où il n'ont jamais
été, d'autres en un lieu qu'ils n'ont jamais
pu totalement quitté.
Acclamé par la
presse américaine, CÏurs perdus en Atlantide est une fresque étonnante
de la fin d'un monde, celui de la perte de l'innocence avec
une bonne dose de nostalgie pour un continent englouti : les
années 60.
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Résumé du
recueil.
Les 5 récits ont tous un rapport avec les
années 60. Pour ceux qui n'étaient pas nés
à cette époque, précisons que le premier roman
de King, Carrie, a été publié en 1974, l'année
qui a précédé les derniers retraits de troupe du
Vietnam. Depuis 10 ans, les images de cette guerre et celles des
manifestations hostiles qu'elle avait suscitées envahissent
les petits écrans aux USA. Ces cinq nouvelles sont
étroitement liées et ont pour cadre les 40
dernières années de ce siècle. Chaque
récit plonge ses racines dans les années 60 et reste
dominé par la guerre du Vietnam.
Dans Low Men in Yellow Coats, Bobby
Gardfield, un petit garçon de 11 ans, découvre que
méchanceté et rapacité dominent le monde qui
l'entoure. Il découvre également que les adultes, loin
d'apporter secours et réconfort, sont parfois au coeur de
l'horreur.
Dans Hearts
in Atlantis, qui donne
son titre au recueil, un groupe de jeunes lycéens se prend de
passion pour un jeu de cartes, découvre les
possibilités de la contestation et doit affronter au sein
même du groupe les forces des ténèbres.
Dans
Why We're in
Vietnam et Blind Willie, deux hommes, qui
ont grandi dans la même banlieue du Connecticut que Bobby,
essaient désespérément de combler le vide des
années qui ont suivi la guerre du Vietnam dans une
Amérique qui parfois semble tout aussi vide et
tourmentée que leur propre existence.
Enfin, dans Heavenly Shades of Night Are Falling, qui constitue le dénouement de ce livre
remarquable, Bobby retrouve les lieux où il a grandi et
où l'attendent peut-être un ultime secret, la
possibilité de se racheter et ses plus chères
espérances.
Ce nouveau recueil de King allie frissons et
suspense et révèle beaucoup de compassion. Il
emménera certains lecteurs là où ils ne se sont
jamais aventurés et d'autres là où ils sont
demeurés sans pouvoir réellement en sortir. Il
décrit bien l'atmosphère des années 60. Chaque
récit est relié au suivant d'une certaine façon
et regorge de références historiques. L'impact de
l'ensemble du recueil est remarquable.
Si vous désirez
découvrir le premier
chapitre.
Présentation
de Hearts in Atlantis par
Stephen King.
Une préface inédite de King
traduite en français pour ce site.
En complément de
l'édition de poche de Bag of Bones (parue cette
première semaine de juin) on trouve une lettre de Stephen
King, qui nous parle de Hearts
in Atlantis, du passage à l'âge
adulte dans les années soixante, du métier
d'écrivain en général avec un petit commentaire
sur son livre On
Writing, qui combine souvenirs et conseils
techniques:"Je crois qu'ils ne mettront
jamais ce livre au
programme dans les écoles. Je me
suis trop amusé pour l'écrire" Cette lettre, avec d'autres informations, peut être
consultée en langue anglaise sur
http://www.simonsays.com/king/heartsletter.cfm
L'édition de poche de Bag of Bones comporte cette
lettre de Stephen King:
Fidèles lecteurs,
J'espère que Bag of
Bones vous aura empêché de dormir
au moins une nuit. Désolé, c'est comme ça que je
suis. Moi-même, je n'ai pas pu dormir pendant une nuit ou deux
et depuis que j'ai écrit ce bouquin, j'hésite à
descendre à la cave -je m'attends toujours à ce que la
porte se referme, que les lumières s'éteignent et que
l'on se mette à frapper de grands coups. Mais c'est aussi ce
qui est amusant, du moins pour moi. Si je ne me sens pas très
bien, surtout n'appelez pas le médecin.
Lorsque je suis venu trouver Scribner and Pocket Books, je leur ai
proposé trois ouvrages très différents. Le
premier, c'est le roman que vous venez de lire (si du moins vous
n'êtes pas l'un de ces curieux individus qui commencent par
lire ce qui est à la fin d'un livre), le second était
un recueil de nouvelles, et le troisième On writing, un essai
sur le métier d'écrivain qui combine souvenirs et
conseils techniques. Je crois qu'ils ne mettront jamais ce livre au
programme dans les écoles. Je me suis trop amusé pour
l'écrire.
Mais je m'écarte du sujet.
J'ai
pensé que le recueil de nouvelles serait d'un abord plus
facile. Il devait être un peu plus important que Night Shift (mon
premier recueil) et un peu moins important que Skeleton Screw (mon second
recueil). J'avais à ma disposition tout un tas de bonnes
histoires dont quelques-unes avaient paru dans de petits magazines et
plusieurs étaient restées inédites (seules deux
nouvelles Everything's
Eventual et The Man in the Black Suit avaient été publiées dans des
magazines à gros tirage). J'avais même un titre tout
trouvé pour ce recueil, One Headlight, d'après la
chanson des Wallflowers -il paraissait tout à fait
approprié. Si écrire des nouvelles ce n'est pas
atteindre son but avec un seul phare, alors je ne m'y entends
pas.
[One Headlight = un seul phare. NdT]
Mais voilà. Quelque chose d'inattendu s'est
produit. Je crois que j'étais plus ou moins stimulé par
la venue d'un autre éditeur et de nouveaux lecteurs; mais
surtout j'avais trouvé une bonne idée et je
m'étais laissé emporter par cette idée. Entre
les différentes périodes de travail intensif sur
Bag of Bones (sur la longue ligne sinueuse qui mène à leur
publication, j'ai découvert que les livres reviennent vous
tourmenter comme des accès de fièvre), j'ai
écrit une nouvelle intitulée Hearts in Atlantis. C'est un
de mes «petits romans», une oeuvre trop longue pour
être une nouvelle, mais trop courte pour être
considérée comme un véritable roman. Au cours de
ma carrière où l'on n'a pas cessé de ma
reprocher d'écrire des ouvrages beaucoup trop longs (comme par
exemple, The Stand, It ou The
Tommyknockers), j'ai écrit une douzaine
de ces petits romans et je les ai gardés pour être
publiés à part dans des recueils séparés.
Le premier de ces recueils a été Different Seasons, le second
Four Past Midnight. J'aime beaucoup ces deux livres; les histoires qui s'y
trouvent comptent parmi celles que je préfère.
Cependant je n'avais pas l'intention de publier un recueil de ce type
après Bag of
Bones, car je n'avais plus d'histoires en
réserve, mes tiroirs étaient vides. C'est alors qu'est
arrivé Hearts in
Atlantis, et cela a déclenché
chez moi quelque chose qui attendait patiemment de s'exprimer depuis
trente ans ou davantage. J'étais un enfant des années
60, j'étais aussi un enfant de la guerre du Vietnam et j'ai
toujours eu eu envie au cours de ma carrière d'écrire
quelque chose sur cette époque, depuis The Fish Cheer
jusqu'à la chute de Saïgon, en passant par la fin des
pantalons à pattes d'éléphant et la mort du
disco funk. Bref, je voulais parler de ma génération
-quel écrivain n'en a pas envie?- mais j'avais l'impression
que si je m'essayais, ce serait un épouvantable gâchis.
Par exemple, comment imaginer que je puisse écrire une
histoire avec des personnages qui seraient adeptes de la non-violence
ou qui diraient: «Hey... groovy!» [Ah, sensass! Ndt]
De Los Angeles, Gertrude Stein a dit: «Voilà un nom qui ne recouvre rien de
précis.» C'est ce que je pense
des années soixante, au cours desquelles s'est
véritablement forgée la conscience des hommes et des
femmes de ma génération, et de toutes les années
qui ont suivi et qui nous ont vu remporter quelques victoires et
subir de cuisantes défaites. Il me semblait plus facile
d'avaler une brique que de dire comment la première
génération d'après-guerre aux États-Unis
était passée des carabines à air comprimé
Red Ryder aux fusils de l'armée, puis aux pistolets laser des
salles de jeux. Et puis, j'avais peur. Allen Guisberg a dit:
«J'ai vu décliner tous les
grands esprits de ma génération.» Moi-même j'ai vu quelques-uns des meilleurs
écrivains de ma génération essayer de parler de
ce qu'on appelle les Baby Boomers et n'exprimer qu'un grand fatalisme
dans un flot de platitudes et de lieux communs.
J'en suis venu à penser qu'il n'est pas
bon, mais alors pas bon du tout, pour l'écrivain, de trop
réfléchir, et lorsque je me suis mis à
écrire Hearts in
Atlantis je ne pensais pas à grand
chose -je n'écrivais pas pour parler d'une
génération d'hommes et de femmes mais pour me faire
plaisir, en exploitant un incident que j'avais pu observer lorsque je
n'étais encore qu'en première année de fac. Je
n'avais pas vraiment l'intention de publier cette histoire, mais j'ai
pensé qu'elle pourrait amuser mes enfants. Et c'est comme
ça que j'ai trouvé la solution. j'ai commencé
à entrevoir comment je pourrais parler de ce que nous avons
failli avoir, de ce que nous avions perdu et de ce que nous
étions finalement devenus, et faire tout cela sans pontifier.
Je déteste pontifier dans mes ouvrages, ce que quelqu'un
(peut-être Robert Bloch) a défini comme «vendre son droit d'aînesse pour avoir le
privilège d'utiliser une tribune.»
Une fois terminé Hearts in Atlantis , je suis
revenu en arrière et je me suis mis à écrire une
nouvelle histoire d'une bonne longueur, une sorte de roman à
part entière, intitulé Low Men in Yellow Coats. Il
existait déjà une troisième histoire,
Blind Willie. Il suffisait de l'arranger un tout petit peu pour
l'adapter à ce que je voulais faire. Une quatrième
histoire, également inédite (Why We're in Viet Nam), me
paraissait mettre un point final et résumer ce que j'avais
à dire. Mais même dans ce cas il me semblait que je
n'avais pas tout à fait terminé et j'écrivis une
dernière oeuvre intitulée Heavenly Shades of Night Are Falling. Hearts in Atlantis
débute avec Bobby Garfield à
Harwich, Connecticut (une banlieue imaginée de Bridgeport) en
1960 et se termine dans Shades
of Night avec le même Bobby Garfield
à Harwich quarante ans plus tard. Le produit fini (surtout
avec l'adjonction de la dernière oeuvre) ressemble beaucoup
plus à un roman qu'à un recueil d'histoires, mais peu
importe, j'en suis assez content -je crois que toutes les histoires
qui s'y trouvent sont effrayantes, drôles, tristes et font
parfois réfléchir. On n'arrive jamais à dire
tout ce qu'on voudrait dire mais quelquefois on réussit tout
de même à trouver une piste, suffisamment pour
être satisfait un certain temps. C'est une piste que je
n'aurais jamais imaginé suivre il y a dix ans, un livre que je
n'aurai jamais imaginé écrire et que je n'aurais jamais
pu écrire si j'avais projeté de l'écrire. Pour
reprendre une expression des années 60, ç'a
été un véritable «happening»
Hearts in Atlantis sera disponible chez Scribner à partir du mois de
septembre. Si vous étiez adolescent à l'époque
où régnaient les chaussures à semelles
compensées et se produisaient des groupes qui s'appelaient par
exemple The Strawberry Alarm Clock, peut-être que le livre vous
rappellera ce que vous avez été, ce que vous avez eu,
ce que vous avez perdu et ce que vous avez acquis. Si vous êtes
né après, Hearts
in Atlantis vous aidera peut-être
à comprendre ce que nous avons été et les
raisons qui font que nous sommes devenus ce que nous sommes.
J'espère bien que vous le lirez et que vous me direz ce que
vous en pensez. En attendant... allez en paix, les gars.
Tous mes remerciements à Bernard
Briandet qui a traduit cette préface pour mon
site et à © SimonSays.com.
http://www.simonsays.com/king/heartsletter.cfm
Hearts
in Atlantis - Chapter 1
couverture
poche
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I. A Boy and His Mother. Bobby's Birthday. The New Roomer. Of Time
and Strangers.
Bobby Garfield's father had been one of those fellows who start
losing their hair in their twenties and are completely bald by the
age of forty-five or so. Randall Garfield was spared this extremity
by dying of a heart attack at thirty-six. He was a real-estate agent,
and breathed his last on the kitchen
floor of someone else's house. The potential buyer was in the living
room, trying to call an ambulance on a disconnected phone, when
Bobby's dad passed away. At this time Bobby was three. He had vague
memories of a man tickling him and then kissing his cheeks and his
forehead. He was pretty sure that man had been his dad. Sadly missed,
it said on Randall Garfield's gravestone, but his mom never seemed
all that sad, and as for Bobby himself...well, how could you miss a
guy you could hardly remember?
Eight years after his father's death, Bobby fell violently in love
with the twenty-six-inch Schwinn in the window of the Harwich Western
Auto. He hinted to his mother about the Schwinn in every way he knew,
and finally pointed it out to her one night when they were walking
home from the movies (the show had been The Dark at the Top of the
Stairs, which Bobby didn't understand but liked anyway, especially
the part where Dorothy McGuire flopped back in a chair and showed off
her long legs). As they passed the hardware store, Bobby mentioned
casually that the bike in the window would sure make a great
eleventh-birthday present for some lucky kid.
"Don't even think about it," she said. "I can't afford a bike for
your birthday. Your father didn't exactly leave us well off, you
know."
Although Randall had been dead ever since Truman was President and
now Eisenhower was almost done with his eight-year cruise, Your
father didn't exactly leave us well off was still his mother's most
common response to anything Bobby suggested which might entail an
expenditure of more than a dollar. Usually the comment was
accompanied by a reproachful look, as if the man had run off rather
than died.
No bike for his birthday. Bobby pondered this glumly on their walk
home, his pleasure at the strange, muddled movie they had seen mostly
gone. He didn't argue with his mother, or try to coax her - that
would bring on a counterattack, and when Liz Garfield counterattacked
she took no
prisoners - but he brooded on the lost bike...and the lost father.
Sometimes he almost hated his father. Sometimes all that kept him
from doing so was the sense, unanchored but very strong, that his
mother wanted him to. As they reached Commonwealth Park and walked
along the side of it - two
blocks up they would turn left onto Broad Street, where they lived -
he went against his usual misgivings and asked a question about
Randall Garfield.
"Didn't he leave anything, Mom? Anything at all?" A week or two
before, he'd read a Nancy Drew mystery where some poor kid's
inheritance had been hidden behind an old clock in an abandoned
mansion. Bobby didn't really think his father had left gold coins or
rare stamps stashed someplace, but if there was something, maybe they
could sell it in Bridgeport. Possibly at one of the hockshops. Bobby
didn't know exactly how hocking things worked, but he knew what the
shops looked like - they had three gold balls hanging out front. And
he was sure the hockshop guys would be happy to help them. Of course
it was just a kid's dream, but Carol Gerber up the street had a
whole
set of dolls her father, who was in the Navy, had sent from overseas.
If fathers gave things - which they did - it stood to reason that
fathers sometimes left things.
When Bobby asked the question, they were passing one of the
streetlamps which ran along this side of Commonwealth Park, and Bobby
saw his mother's mouth change as it always did when he ventured a
question about his late father. The change made him think of a purse
she had: when you pulled on the drawstrings, the hole at the top got
smaller.
"I'll tell you what he left," she said as they started up Broad
Street Hill. Bobby already wished he hadn't asked, but of course it
was too late now. Once you got her started, you couldn't get her
stopped, that was the thing.
"He left a life insurance policy which lapsed the year before he
died. Little did I know that until he was gone and everyone -
including the undertaker - wanted their little piece of what I didn't
have. He also left a large stack of unpaid bills, which I have now
pretty much taken care of - people have been very understanding of my
situation, Mr. Biderman in
particular, and I'll never say they haven't been."
All this was old stuff, as boring as it was bitter, but then she told
Bobby something new. "Your father," she said as they approached the
apartment house which stood halfway up Broad Street Hill, "never met
an inside straight he didn't like."
"What's an inside straight, Mom?"
"Never mind. But I'll tell you one thing, Bobby-O: you don't ever
want to let me catch you playing cards for money. I've had enough of
that to last me a lifetime."
Bobby wanted to enquire further, but knew better; more questions were
apt to set off a tirade. It occurred to him that perhaps the movie,
which had been about unhappy husbands and wives, had upset her in
some way he could not, as a mere kid, understand. He would ask his
friend John Sullivan about inside straights at school on Monday.
Bobby thought it was poker, but wasn't
completely sure.
"There are places in Bridgeport that take men's money," she said as
they neared the apartment house where they lived. "Foolish men go to
them. Foolish men make messes, and it's usually the women of the
world that have to clean them up later on. Well..."
Bobby knew what was coming next; it was his mother's all-time
favorite.
"Life isn't fair," said Liz Garfield as she took out her housekey and
prepared to unlock the door of 149 Broad Street in the town of
Harwich, Connecticut. It was April of 1960, the night breathed spring
perfume, and
standing beside her was a skinny boy with his dead father's risky red
hair. She hardly ever touched his hair; on the infrequent occasions
when she caressed him, it was usually his arm or his cheek which she
touched.
"Life isn't fair," she repeated. She opened the door and they went
in.
It was true that his mother had not been treated like a princess, and
it was certainly too bad that her husband had expired on a linoleum
floor in an empty house at the age of thirty-six, but Bobby sometimes
thought that things could have been worse. There might have been two
kids instead of just
one, for instance. Or three. Hell, even four.
Or suppose she had to work some really hard job to support the two of
them? Sully's mom worked at the Tip-Top Bakery downtown, and during
the weeks when she had to light the ovens, Sully-John and his two
older brothers hardly even saw her. Also Bobby had observed the women
who came filing out of the Peerless Shoe Company when the three
o'clock whistle blew (he himself got out of school at two-thirty),
women who all seemed way too skinny or way too fat, women with pale
faces and fingers stained a dreadful old-blood color, women with
downcast eyes who carried their work shoes and pants in Total Grocery
shopping bags. Last fall he'd seen men and women picking apples
outside of town when he went to a church fair with Mrs. Gerber and
Carol and little Ian (who Carol always called Ian-the-Snot). When he
asked about them Mrs. Gerber said they were migrants, just like some
kinds of birds - always on the move, picking whatever crops had just
come ripe. Bobby's mother could have been one of th ose, but she
wasn't.
What she was was Mr. Donald Biderman's secretary at Home Town Real
Estate, the company Bobby's dad had been working for when he had his
heart attack. Bobby guessed she might first have gotten the job
because Donald Biderman liked Randall and felt sorry for her -
widowed with a son barely out of diapers - but she was good at it and
worked hard. Quite often she worked late. Bobby had been with his
mother and Mr. Biderman together on a couple of occasions - the
company picnic was the one he remembered most clearly, but there had
also been the time Mr. Biderman had driven them to the dentist's in
Bridgeport when Bobby had gotten a tooth knocked out during a recess
game - and the two grownups had a way of looking at each other.
Sometimes Mr. Biderman called her on the phone at night, and during
those conversations she called him Don. But "Don" was old and Bobby
didn't think about him much.
Bobby wasn't exactly sure what his mom did during her days (and her
evenings) at the office, but he bet it beat making shoes or picking
apples or lighting the Tip-Top Bakery ovens at four-thirty in the
morning. Bobby bet it beat those jobs all to heck and gone. Also,
when it came to his mom,
if you asked about certain stuff you were asking for trouble. If you
asked, for instance, how come she could afford three new dresses from
Sears, one of them silk, but not three monthly payments of $11.50 on
the Schwinn in the Western Auto window (it was red and silver, and
just looking at it made Bobby's gut cramp with longing). Ask about
stuff like that and you were asking for real trouble.
Bobby didn't. He simply set out to earn the price of the bike
himself. It would take him until the fall, perhaps even until the
winter, and that particular model might be gone from the Western
Auto's window by then, but he would keep at it. You had to keep your
nose to the grindstone and your
shoulder to the wheel. Life wasn't easy, and life wasn't fair.
When Bobby's eleventh birthday rolled around on the last Tuesday of
April, his mom gave him a small flat package wrapped in silver paper.
Inside was an orange library card. An adult library card. Goodbye
Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys, and Don Winslow of the Navy. Hello to all the
rest of it, stories as full of mysterious muddled passion as The Dark
at the Top of the Stairs. Not to mention bloody daggers in tower
rooms. (There were mysteries and tower rooms in the stories about
Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys, but precious little blood and never
any passion.)
"Just remember that Mrs. Kelton on the desk is a friend of mine," Mom
said. She spoke in her accustomed dry tone of warning, but she was
pleased by his pleasure - she could see it. "If you try to borrow
anything racy like Peyton Place or Kings Row, I'll find out."
Bobby smiled. He knew she would.
"If it's that other one, Miss Busybody, and she asks what you're
doing with an orange card, you tell her to turn it over. I've put
written permission over my signature."
"Thanks, Mom. This is swell."
She smiled, bent, and put a quick dry swipe of the lips on his cheek,
gone almost before it was there. "I'm glad you're happy. If I get
home early enough, we'll go to the Colony for fried clams and ice
cream. You'll have to wait for the weekend for your cake; I don't
have time to bake until then.
Now put on your coat and get moving, sonnyboy. You'll be late for
school."
They went down the stairs and out onto the porch together. There was
a Town Taxi at the curb. A man in a poplin jacket was leaning in the
passenger window, paying the driver. Behind him was a little cluster
of luggage and paper bags, the kind with handles.
"That must be the man who just rented the room on the third floor,"
Liz said. Her mouth had done its shrinking trick again. She stood on
the top step of the porch, appraising the man's narrow fanny, which
poked toward them as he finished his business with the taxi driver.
"I don't trust people
who move their things in paper bags. To me a person's things in a
paper sack just looks slutty."
"He has suitcases, too," Bobby said, but he didn't need his mother to
point out that the new tenant's three little cases weren't such of a
much. None matched; all looked as if they had been kicked here from
California by someone in a bad mood.
Bobby and his mom walked down the cement path. The Town Taxi pulled
away. The man in the poplin jacket turned around. To Bobby, people
fell into three broad categories: kids, grownups, and old folks. Old
folks were grownups with white hair. The new tenant was of this third
sort. His face was thin and tired-looking, not wrinkled (except
around his faded blue eyes) but deeply lined. His white hair was
baby-fine and receding from a liverspotted brow. He was tall and
stooped-over in a way that made Bobby think of Boris Karloff in the
Shock Theater movies they showed Friday nights at 11:30 on WPIX.
Beneath the poplin jacket were cheap workingman's clothes that looked
too big for him. On his feet were scuffed cordovan shoes.
"Hello, folks," he said, and smiled with what looked like an effort.
"My name's Theodore Brautigan. I guess I'm going to live here
awhile."
He held out his hand to Bobby's mother, who touched it just briefly.
"I'm Elizabeth Garfield. This is my son, Robert. You'll have to
pardon us, Mr. Brattigan - "
"It's Brautigan, ma'am, but I'd be happy if you and your boy would
just call me Ted."
"Yes, well, Robert's late for school and I'm late for work. Nice to
meet you, Mr. Brattigan. Hurry on, Bobby. Tempus fugit."
She began walking downhill toward town; Bobby began walking uphill
(and at a slower pace) toward Harwich Elementary, on Asher Avenue.
Three or four steps into this journey he stopped and looked back. He
felt that his mom had been rude to Mr. Brautigan, that she had acted
stuck-up. Being stuck-up was the worst of vices in his little circle
of friends. Carol loathed a stuck-up person; so did Sully-John. Mr.
Brautigan would probably be halfway up the walk by now, but if he
wasn't, Bobby wanted to give him a smile so he'd know at least one
member of the Garfield family wasn't stuck-up.
His mother had also stopped and was also looking back. Not because
she wanted another look at Mr. Brautigan; that idea never crossed
Bobby's mind. No, it was her son she had looked back at. She'd known
he was going to turn around before Bobby knew it himself, and at this
he felt a sudden darkening in his normally bright nature. She
sometimes said it would be a snowy day in Sarasota before Bobby could
put one over on her, and he supposed she was right about that. How
old did you have to be to put one over on your mother, anyway?
Twenty? Thirty? Or did you maybe have to wait until she got old and a
little chicken-soupy in the head?
Mr. Brautigan hadn't started up the walk. He stood at its sidewalk
end with a suitcase in each hand and the third one under his right
arm (the three paper bags he had moved onto the grass of 149 Broad),
more bent than ever under this weight. He was right between them,
like a tollgate or something.
Liz Garfield's eyes flew past him to her son's. Go, they said. Don't
say a word. He's new, a man from anywhere or nowhere, and he's
arrived here with half his things in shopping bags. Don't say a word,
Bobby, just go.
But he wouldn't. Perhaps because he had gotten a library card instead
of a bike for his birthday. "It was nice to meet you, Mr. Brautigan,"
Bobby said. "Hope you like it here. Bye."
"Have a good day at school, son," Mr. Brautigan said. "Learn a lot.
Your mother's right - tempus fugit."
Bobby looked at his mother to see if his small rebellion might be
forgiven in light of this equally small flattery, but Mom's mouth was
ungiving. She turned and started down the hill without another word.
Bobby went on his own way, glad he had spoken to the stranger even if
his mother later made him regret it.
As he approached Carol Gerber's house, he took out the orange library
card and looked at it. It wasn't a twenty-six-inch Schwinn, but it
was still pretty good. Great, actually. A whole world of books to
explore, and so what if it had only cost two or three rocks? Didn't
they say it was the thought that counted?
Well...it was what his mom said, anyway.
He turned the card over. Written on the back in her strong hand was
this message: "To whom it may concern: This is my son's library card.
He has my permission to take out three books a week from the adult
section of the Harwich Public Library." It was signed Elizabeth
Penrose Garfield.
Beneath her name, like a P.S., she had added this: Robert will be
responsible for his own overdue fines.
"Birthday boy!" Carol Gerber cried, startling him, and rushed out
from behind a tree where she had been lying in wait. She threw her
arms around his neck and smacked him hard on the cheek. Bobby
blushed, looking around to see if anyone was watching - God, it was
hard enough to be friends with a girl without surprise kisses - but
it was okay. The usual morning flood of students was moving
schoolward along Asher Avenue at the top of the hill, but down here
they were alone.
Bobby scrubbed at his cheek.
"Come on, you liked it," she said, laughing.
"Did not," said Bobby, although he had.
"What'd you get for your birthday?"
"A library card," Bobby said, and showed her. "An adult library
card."
"Cool!" Was that sympathy he saw in her eyes? Probably not. And so
what if it was? "Here. For you." She gave him a Hallmark envelope
with his name printed on the front. She had also stuck on some hearts
and teddy bears.
Bobby opened the envelope with mild trepidation, reminding himself
that he could tuck the card deep into the back pocket of his chinos
if it was gushy.
It wasn't, though. Maybe a little bit on the baby side (a kid in a
Stetson on a horse, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUCKAROO in letters that were
supposed to look like wood on the inside), but not gushy. Love, Carol
was a little gushy, but of course she was a girl, what could you
do?
"Thanks."
"It's sort of a baby card, I know, but the others were even worse,"
Carol said matter-of-factly. A little farther up the hill Sully-John
was waiting for them, working his Bo-lo Bouncer for all it was worth,
going under his
right arm, going under his left arm, going behind his back. He didn't
try going between his legs anymore; he'd tried it once in the
schoolyard and rapped himself a good one in the nuts. Sully had
screamed. Bobby and a couple of other kids had laughed until they
cried. Carol and three of her
girlfriends had rushed over to ask what was wrong, and the boys all
said nothing - Sully-John said the same, although he'd been pale and
almost crying. Boys are boogers, Carol had said on that occasion, but
Bobby didn't believe she really thought so. She wouldn't have jumped
out and given him that kiss if she did, and it had been a good kiss,
a smackeroo. Better than the one his mother had given him,
actually.
"It's not a baby card," he said.
"No, but it almost is," she said. "I thought about getting you a
grownup card, but man, they are gushy."
"I know," Bobby said.
"Are you going to be a gushy adult, Bobby?"
"I hope not," he said. "Are you?"
"No. I'm going to be like my mom's friend Rionda."
"Rionda's pretty fat," Bobby said doubtfully.
"Yeah, but she's cool. I'm going to go for the cool without the
fat."
"There's a new guy moving into our building. The room on the third
floor. My mom says it's really hot up there."
"Yeah? What's he like?" She giggled. "Is he ushy-gushy?"
"He's old," Bobby said, then paused to think. "But he had an
interesting face. My mom didn't like him on sight because he had some
of his stuff in shopping bags."
Sully-John joined them. "Happy birthday, you bastard," he said, and
clapped Bobby on the back. Bastard was Sully-John's current favorite
word; Carol's was cool; Bobby was currently between favorite words,
although he thought ripshit had a certain ring to it.
"If you swear, I won't walk with you," Carol said.
"Okay," Sully-John said companionably. Carol was a fluffy blonde who
looked like a Bobbsey Twin after some growing up; John Sullivan was
tall, black-haired, and green-eyed. A Joe Hardy kind of boy. Bobby
Garfield walked between them, his momentary depression forgotten. It
was his birthday and he was with his friends and life was good. He
tucked Carol's birthday card into his back pocket and his new library
card down deep in his front pocket, where it could not fall out or be
stolen. Carol started to skip. Sully-John told her to stop.
"Why?" Carol asked. "I like to skip."
"I like to say bastard, but I don't if you ask me," Sully-John
replied reasonably.
Carol looked at Bobby.
"Skipping - at least without a rope - is a little on the baby side,
Carol," Bobby said apologetically, then shrugged. "But you can if you
want. We don't mind, do we, S-J?"
"Nope," Sully-John said, and got going with the Bo-lo Bouncer again.
Back to front, up to down, whap-whap-whap.
Carol didn't skip. She walked between them and pretended she was
Bobby Garfield's girlfriend, that Bobby had a driver's license and a
Buick and they were going to Bridgeport to see the WKBW Rock and Roll
Extravaganza. She thought Bobby was extremely cool. The coolest thing
about him was that
he didn't know it.
Bobby got home from school at three o'clock. He could have been there
sooner, but picking up returnable bottles was part of his
Get-a-Bike-by-Thanksgiving campaign, and he detoured through the
brushy area just off Asher Avenue looking for them. He found three
Rheingolds and a Nehi. Not much, but hey, eight cents was eight
cents. "It all mounts up" was another of his mom's sayings.
Bobby washed his hands (a couple of those bottles had been pretty
scurgy), got a snack out of the icebox, read a couple of old Superman
comics, got another snack out of the icebox, then watched American
Bandstand. He called Carol to tell her Bobby Darin was going to be on
- she thought Bobby Darin was deeply cool, especially the way he
snapped his fingers when he sang "Queen of the Hop" - but she already
knew. She was watching with three or four of her numbskull
girlfriends; they all giggled pretty much nonstop in the background.
The sound made Bobby think of birds in a petshop. On TV, Dick Clark
was currently showing how much pimple-grease just one Stri-Dex
Medicated Pad could sop up.
Mom called at four o'clock. Mr. Biderman needed her to work late, she
said. She was sorry, but birthday supper at the Colony was off. There
was leftover beef stew in the fridge; he could have that and she
would be home by eight to tuck him in. And for heaven's sake, Bobby,
remember to turn off the gas-ring when you're done with the
stove.
Bobby returned to the television feeling disappointed but not really
surprised. On Bandstand, Dick was now announcing the Rate-a-Record
panel. Bobby thought the guy in the middle looked as if he could use
a lifetime supply of Stri-Dex pads.
He reached into his front pocket and drew out the new orange library
card. His mood began to brighten again. He didn't need to sit here in
front of the TV with a stack of old comic-books if he didn't want to.
He could go down to the library and break in his new card - his new
adult card. Miss Busybody would be on the desk, only her real name
was Miss Harrington and Bobby thought she was beautiful. She wore
perfume. He could always smell it on her skin and in her hair, faint
and sweet, like a good memory. And although Sully-John would be at
his trombone lesson right now, after the library Bobby could go up
his house, maybe play some pass.
Also, he thought, I can take those bottles to Spicer's - I've got a
bike to earn this summer.
All at once, life seemed very full.
Sully's mom invited Bobby to stay for supper, but he told her no
thanks, I better get home. He would much have preferred Mrs.
Sullivan's pot roast and crispy oven potatoes to what was waiting for
him back at the apartment, but he knew that one of the first things
his mother would do when she got back from the office was check in
the fridge and see if the Tupperware with the leftover stew inside
was gone. If it wasn't, she would ask Bobby what he'd had for supper.
She would be calm about this question, even offhand. If he told her
he'd eaten at Sully-John's she would nod, ask him what they'd had and
if there had been dessert, also if he'd thanked Mrs. Sullivan; she
might even sit on the couch with him and share a bowl of ice cream
while they watched Sugarfoot on TV. Everything would be fine...except
it wouldn't be. Eventually there would be a payback. It might not
come for a day or two, even a week, but it would come. Bobby knew
that almost without knowing he knew it. She undoubtedly did have to
work late, but eating leftover stew by himself on his birthday was
also punishment for talking to the new tenant when he wasn't supposed
to. If he tried to duck that punishment, it would mount up just like
money in a savings account.
When Bobby came back from Sully-John's it was quarter past six and
getting dark. He had two new books to read, a Perry Mason called The
Case of the Velvet Claws and a science-fiction novel by Clifford
Simak called Ring Around the Sun. Both looked totally ripshit, and
Miss Harrington hadn't
given him a hard time at all. On the contrary: she told him he was
reading above his level and to keep it up.
Walking home from S-J's, Bobby made up a story where he and Miss
Harrington were on a cruise-boat that sank. They were the only two
survivors, saved from drowning by finding a life preserver marked
S.S. LUSITANIC. They washed up on a little island with palm trees and
jungles and a volcano, and as they lay on the beach Miss Harrington
was shivering and saying she was cold, so
cold, couldn't he please hold her and warm her up, which he of course
could and did, my pleasure, Miss Harrington, and then the natives
came out of the jungle and at first they seemed friendly but it
turned out they were cannibals who lived on the slopes of the volcano
and killed their victims in
a clearing ringed with skulls, so things looked bad but just as he
and Miss Harrington were pulled toward the cooking pot the volcano
started to rumble and -
"Hello, Robert."
Bobby looked up, even more startled than he'd been when Carol Gerber
raced out from behind the tree to put a birthday smackeroo on his
cheek. It was the new man in the house. He was sitting on the top
porch step and smoking a cigarette. He had exchanged his old scuffed
shoes for a pair of old scuffed slippers and had taken off his poplin
jacket - the evening was warm. He looked at home, Bobby thought.
"Oh, Mr. Brautigan. Hi."
"I didn't mean to startle you."
"You didn't - "
"I think I did. You were a thousand miles away. And it's Ted.
Please."
"Okay." But Bobby didn't know if he could stick to Ted. Calling a
grownup (especially an old grownup) by his first name went against
not only his mother's teaching but his own inclination.
"Was school good? You learned new things?"
"Yeah, fine." Bobby shifted from foot to foot; swapped his new books
from hand to hand.
"Would you sit with me a minute?"
"Sure, but I can't for long. Stuff to do, you know." Supper to do,
mostly - the leftover stew had grown quite attractive in his mind by
now.
"Absolutely. Things to do and tempus fugit."
As Bobby sat down next to Mr. Brautigan - Ted - on the wide porch
step, smelling the aroma of his Chesterfield, he thought he had never
seen a man who looked as tired as this one. It couldn't be the moving
in, could it? How worn out could you get when all you had to move in
were three little suitcases and three carryhandle shopping bags?
Bobby supposed there might be men coming later on with stuff in a
truck, but he didn't really think so. It was just a room - a big one,
but still just a single room with a kitchen on one side and
everything else on the other. He and Sully-John had gone up
there and looked around after old Miss Sidley had her stroke and went
to live with her daughter.
"Tempus fugit means time flies," Bobby said. "Mom says it a lot. She
also says time and tide wait for no man and time heals all
wounds."
"Your mother is a woman of many sayings, is she?"
"Yeah," Bobby said, and suddenly the idea of all those sayings made
him tired. "Many sayings."
"Ben Jonson called time the old bald cheater," Ted Brautigan said,
drawing deeply on his cigarette and then exhaling twin streams
through his nose. "And Boris Pasternak said we are time's captives,
the hostages of eternity."
Bobby looked at him in fascination, his empty belly temporarily
forgotten. He loved the idea of time as an old bald cheater - it was
absolutely and completely right, although he couldn't have said
why...and didn't that very inability to say why somehow add to the
coolness? It was like a thing inside an egg, or a shadow behind
pebbled glass.
"Who's Ben Jonson?"
"An Englishman, dead these many years," Mr. Brautigan said.
"Self-centered and foolish about money, by all accounts; prone to
flatulence as well.
But - "
"What's that? Flatulence?"
Ted stuck his tongue between his lips and made a brief but very
realistic farting sound. Bobby put his hands to his mouth and giggled
into his cupped fingers.
"Kids think farts are funny," Ted Brautigan said, nodding. "Yeah. To
a man my age, though, they're just part of life's increasingly
strange business. Ben Jonson said a good many wise things between
farts, by the way. Not so many as Dr. Johnson - Samuel Johnson, that
would be - but still a good
many."
"And Boris..."
"Pasternak. A Russian," Mr. Brautigan said dismissively. "Of no
account, I think. May I see your books?"
Bobby handed them over. Mr. Brautigan (Ted, he reminded himself,
you're supposed to call him Ted) passed the Perry Mason back after a
cursory glance at the title. The Clifford Simak novel he held longer,
at first squinting at the cover through the curls of cigarette smoke
that rose past his eyes, then
paging through it. He nodded as he did so.
"I have read this one," he said. "I had a lot of time to read
previous to coming here."
"Yeah?" Bobby kindled. "Is it good?"
"One of his best," Mr. Brautigan - Ted - replied. He looked sideways
at Bobby, one eye open, the other still squinted shut against the
smoke. It gave him a look that was at once wise and mysterious, like
a not-quite-trustworthy character in a detective movie. "But are you
sure you can read this? You can't be much more than twelve."
"I'm eleven," Bobby said. He was delighted that Ted thought he might
be as old as twelve. "Eleven today. I can read it. I won't be able to
understand it all, but if it's a good story, I'll like it."
"Your birthday!" Ted said, looking impressed. He took a final drag on
his cigarette, then flicked it away. It hit the cement walk and
fountained sparks. "Happy birthday dear Robert, happy birthday to
you!"
"Thanks. Only I like Bobby a lot better."
"Bobby, then. Are you going out to celebrate?"
"Nah, my mom's got to work late."
"Would you like to come up to my little place? I don't have much, but
I know how to open a can. Also, I might have a pastry - "
"Thanks, but Mom left me some stuff. I should eat that."
"I understand." And, wonder of wonders, he looked as if he actually
did. Ted returned Bobby's copy of Ring Around the Sun. "In this
book," he said, "Mr. Simak postulates the idea that there are a
number of worlds like ours. Not other planets but other Earths,
parallel Earths, in a kind of ring around the sun. A fascinating
idea."
"Yeah," Bobby said. He knew about parallel worlds from other books.
From the comics, as well.
Ted Brautigan was now looking at him in a thoughtful, speculative
way.
"What?" Bobby asked, feeling suddenly self-conscious. See something
green? his mother might have said.
For a moment he thought Ted wasn't going to answer - he seemed to
have fallen into some deep and dazing train of thought. Then he gave
himself a little shake and sat up straighter. "Nothing," he said. "I
have a little idea. Perhaps you'd like to earn some extra money? Not
that I have much, but - "
"Yeah! Cripes, yeah!" There's this bike, he almost went on, then
stopped himself. Best keep yourself to yourself was yet another of
his mom's sayings. "I'd do just about anything you wanted!"
Ted Brautigan looked simultaneously alarmed and amused. It seemed to
open a door to a different face, somehow, and Bobby could see that,
yeah, the old guy had once been a young guy. One with a little sass
to him, maybe. "That's a bad thing to tell a stranger," he said, "and
although we've progressed to Bobby and Ted - a good start - we're
still really strangers to each other."
"Did either of those Johnson guys say anything about strangers?"
"Not that I recall, but here's something on the subject from the
Bible: 'For I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner. Spare me,
that I may recover strength, before I go hence...'" Ted trailed off
for a moment. The fun had gone out of his face and he looked old
again. Then his voice firmed and he
finished. "'...before I go hence, and be no more.' Book of Psalms. I
can't remember which one."
"Well," Bobby said, "I wouldn't kill or rob anyone, don't worry, but
I'd sure like to earn some money."
"Let me think," Ted said. "Let me think a little."
"Sure. But if you've got chores or something, I'm your guy. Tell you
that right now."
"Chores? Maybe. Although that's not the word I would have chosen."
Ted clasped his bony arms around his even bonier knees and gazed
across the lawn at Broad Street. It was growing dark now; Bobby's
favorite part of the evening had arrived. The cars that passed had
their parking lights on, and
from somewhere on Asher Avenue Mrs. Sigsby was calling for her twins
to come in and get their supper. At this time of day - and at dawn,
as he stood in the bathroom, urinating into the bowl with sunshine
falling through the little window and into his half-open eyes - Bobby
felt like a dream in
someone else's head.
"Where did you live before you came here, Mr....Ted?"
"A place that wasn't as nice," he said. "Nowhere near as nice. How
long have you lived here, Bobby?"
"Long as I can remember. Since my dad died, when I was three."
"And you know everyone on the street? On this block of the street,
anyway?"
"Pretty much, yeah."
"You'd know strangers. Sojourners. Faces of those unknown."
Bobby smiled and nodded. "Uh-huh, I think so."
He waited to see where this would lead next - it was interesting -
but apparently this was as far as it went. Ted stood up, slowly and
carefully. Bobby could hear little bones creak in his back when he
put his hands around there and stretched, grimacing.
"Come on," he said. "It's getting chilly. I'll go in with you. Your
key or mine?"
Bobby smiled. "You better start breaking in your own, don't you
think?"
Ted - it was getting easier to think of him as Ted - pulled a keyring
from his pocket. The only keys on it were the one which opened the
big front door and the one to his room. Both were shiny and new, the
color of bandit gold. Bobby's own two keys were scratched and dull.
How old was Ted? he wondered again. Sixty, at least. A sixty-year-old
man with only two keys in his pocket. That was weird.
Ted opened the front door and they went into the big dark foyer with
its umbrella stand and its old painting of Lewis and Clark looking
out across the American West. Bobby went to the door of the Garfield
apartment and Ted went to the stairs. He paused there for a moment
with his hand on the
bannister. "The Simak book is a great story," he said. "Not such
great writing, though. Not bad, I don't mean to say that, but take it
from me, there is better."
Bobby waited.
"There are also books full of great writing that don't have very good
stories. Read sometimes for the story, Bobby. Don't be like the
book-snobs who won't do that. Read sometimes for the words - the
language. Don't be like the play-it-safers that won't do that. But
when you find a book that has both a good story and good words,
treasure that book."
"Are there many of those, do you think?" Bobby asked.
"More than the book-snobs and play-it-safers think. Many more.
Perhaps I'll give you one. A belated birthday present."
"You don't have to do that."
"No, but perhaps I will. And do have a happy birthday."
"Thanks. It's been a great one." Then Bobby went into the apartment,
heated up the stew (remembering to turn off the gas-ring after the
stew started to bubble, also remembering to put the pan in the sink
to soak), and ate supper by himself, reading Ring Around the Sun with
the TV on for company. He hardly heard Chet Huntley and David
Brinkley gabbling the evening news. Ted was right about the book; it
was a corker. The words seemed okay to him, too, although he supposed
he didn't have a lot of experience just yet.
I'd like to write a story like this, he thought as he finally closed
the book and flopped down on the couch to watch Sugarfoot. I wonder
if I ever could.
Maybe. Maybe so. Someone had to write stories, after all, just like
someone had to fix the pipes when they froze or change the
streetlights in Commonwealth Park when they burned out.
An hour or so later, after Bobby had picked up Ring Around the Sun
and begun reading again, his mother came in. Her lipstick was a bit
smeared at one corner of her mouth and her slip was hanging a little.
Bobby thought of pointing this out to her, then remembered how much
she disliked it when
someone told her it was "snowing down south." Besides, what did it
matter? Her working day was over and, as she sometimes said, there
was no one here
but us chickens.
She checked the fridge to make sure the leftover stew was gone,
checked the stove to make sure the gas-ring was off, checked the sink
to make sure the pot and the Tupperware storage container were both
soaking in soapy water. Then she kissed him on the temple, just a
brush in passing, and went into her bedroom to change out of her
office dress and hose. She seemed distant, preoccupied. She didn't
ask if he'd had a happy birthday.
Later on he showed her Carol's card. His mom glanced at it, not
really seeing it, pronounced it "cute," and handed it back. Then she
told him to wash up, brush up, and go to bed. Bobby did so, not
mentioning his interesting talk with Ted. In her current mood, that
was apt to make her angry. The best thing was to let her be distant,
let her keep to herself as long as she needed to, give her time to
drift back to him. Yet he felt that sad mood settling over him again
as he finished brushing his teeth and climbed into bed. Sometimes he
felt almost hungry for her, and she didn't know.
He reached out of bed and closed the door, blocking off the sound of
some old movie. He turned off the light. And then, just as he was
starting to drift off, she came in, sat on the side of his bed, and
said she was sorry she'd been so stand-offy tonight, but there had
been a lot going on at the office and she was tired. Sometimes it was
a madhouse, she said. She stroked a finger across his forehead and
then kissed him there, making him shiver. He sat up and hugged her.
She stiffened momentarily at his touch, then gave in to it. She even
hugged him back briefly. He thought maybe it would now be all right
to tell her about Ted. A little, anyway.
"I talked with Mr. Brautigan when I came home from the library," he
said.
"Who?"
"The new man on the third floor. He asked me to call him Ted."
"You won't - I should say nitzy! You don't know him from Adam."
"He said giving a kid an adult library card was a great present." Ted
had said no such thing, but Bobby had lived with his mother long
enough to know what worked and what didn't.
She relaxed a little. "Did he say where he came from?"
"A place not as nice as here, I think he said."
"Well, that doesn't tell us much, does it?" Bobby was still hugging
her. He could have hugged her for another hour easily, smelling her
White Rain shampoo and Aqua Net hold-spray and the pleasant odor of
tobacco on her breath, but she disengaged from him and laid him back
down. "I guess if he's
going to be your friend - your adult friend - I'll have to get to
know him a little."
"Well - "
"Maybe I'll like him better when he doesn't have shopping bags
scattered all over the lawn." For Liz Garfield this was downright
placatory, and Bobby was satisfied. The day had come to a very
acceptable ending after all. "Goodnight, birthday boy."
"Goodnight, Mom."
She went out and closed the door. Later that night - much later - he
thought he heard her crying in her room, but perhaps that was only a
dream.
Copyright 1999 by Stephen King. Tous mes remerciements à Simon
and Schulter.
ing suddenly self-conscious. See something green? his mother might
have said.
For a moment he thought Ted wasn't going to answer - he seemed to
have fallen into some deep and dazing train of thought. Then he gave
himself a little shake and sat up straighter. "Nothing," he said. "I
have a little idea. Perhaps you'd like to earn some extra money? Not
that I have much, but - "
"Yeah! Cripes, yeah!" There's this bike, he almost went on, then
stopped himself. Best keep yourself to yourself was yet another of
his mom's sayings. "I'd do just about anything you wanted!"
Ted Brautigan looked simultaneously alarmed and amused. It seemed to
open a door to a different face, somehow, and Bobby could see that,
yeah, the old guy had once been a young guy. One with a little sass
to him, maybe. "That's a bad thing to tell a stranger," he said, "and
although we've progressed to Bobby and Ted - a good start - we're
still really strangers to each other."
"Did either of those Johnson guys say anything about strangers?"
"Not that I recall, but here's something on the subject from the
Bible: 'For I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner. Spare me,
that I may recover strength, before I go hence...'" Ted trailed off
for a moment. The fun had gone out of his face and he looked old
again. Then his voice firmed and he
finished. "'...before I go hence, and be no more.' Book of Psalms. I
can't remember which one."
"Well," Bobby said, "I wouldn't kill or rob anyone, don't worry, but
I'd sure like to earn some money."
"Let me think," Ted said. "Let me think a little."
"Sure. But if you've got chores or something, I'm your guy. Tell you
that right now."
"Chores? Maybe. Although that's not the word I would have chosen."
Ted clasped his bony arms around his even bonier knees and gazed
across the lawn at Broad Street. It was growing dark now; Bobby's
favorite part of the evening had arrived. The cars that passed had
their parking lights on, and
from somewhere on Asher Avenue Mrs. Sigsby was calling for her twins
to come in and get their supper. At this time of day - and at dawn,
as he stood in the bathroom, urinating into the bowl with sunshine
falling through the little window and into his half-open eyes - Bobby
felt like a dream in
someone else's head.
"Where did you live before you came here, Mr....Ted?"
"A place that wasn't as nice," he said. "Nowhere near as nice. How
long have you lived here, Bobby?"
"Long as I can remember. Since my dad died, when I was three."
"And you know everyone on the street? On this block of the street,
anyway?"
"Pretty much, yeah."
"You'd know strangers. Sojourners. Faces of those unknown."
Bobby smiled and nodded. "Uh-huh, I think so."
He waited to see where this would lead next - it was interesting -
but apparently this was as far as it went. Ted stood up, slowly and
carefully. Bobby could hear little bones creak in his back when he
put his hands around there and stretched, grimacing.
"Come on," he said. "It's getting chilly. I'll go in with you. Your
key or mine?"
Bobby smiled. "You better start breaking in your own, don't you
think?"
Ted - it was getting easier to think of him as Ted - pulled a keyring
from his pocket. The only keys on it were the one which opened the
big front door and the one to his room. Both were shiny and new, the
color of bandit gold. Bobby's own two keys were scratched and dull.
How old was Ted? he wondered again. Sixty, at least. A sixty-year-old
man with only two keys in his pocket. That was weird.
Ted opened the front door and they went into the big dark foyer with
its umbrella stand and its old painting of Lewis and Clark looking
out across the American West. Bobby went to the door of the Garfield
apartment and Ted went to the stairs. He paused there for a moment
with his hand on the bannister. "The Simak book is a great story," he
said. "Not such great writing, though. Not bad, I don't mean to say
that, but take it from me, there is better."
Bobby waited.
"There are also books full of great writing that don't have very good
stories. Read sometimes for the story, Bobby. Don't be like the
book-snobs who won't do that. Read sometimes for the words - the
language. Don't be like the play-it-safers that won't do that. But
when you find a book that has both a good story and good words,
treasure that book."
"Are there many of those, do you think?" Bobby asked.
"More than the book-snobs and play-it-safers think. Many more.
Perhaps I'll give you one. A belated birthday present."
"You don't have to do that."
"No, but perhaps I will. And do have a happy birthday."
"Thanks. It's been a great one." Then Bobby went into the apartment,
heated up the stew (remembering to turn off the gas-ring after the
stew started to bubble, also remembering to put the pan in the sink
to soak), and ate supper by himself, reading Ring Around the Sun with
the TV on for company. He hardly heard Chet Huntley and David
Brinkley gabbling the evening news. Ted was right about the book; it
was a corker. The words seemed okay to him, too, although he supposed
he didn't have a lot of experience just yet.
I'd like to write a story like this, he thought as he finally closed
the book and flopped down on the couch to watch Sugarfoot. I wonder
if I ever could.
Maybe. Maybe so. Someone had to write stories, after all, just like
someone had to fix the pipes when they froze or change the
streetlights in Commonwealth Park when they burned out.
An hour or so later, after Bobby had picked up Ring Around the Sun
and begun reading again, his mother came in. Her lipstick was a bit
smeared at one corner of her mouth and her slip was hanging a little.
Bobby thought of pointing this out to her, then remembered how much
she disliked it when someone told her it was "snowing down south."
Besides, what did it matter? Her working day was over and, as she
sometimes said, there was no one here but us chickens.
She checked the fridge to make sure the leftover stew was gone,
checked the stove to make sure the gas-ring was off, checked the sink
to make sure the pot and the Tupperware storage container were both
soaking in soapy water. Then she kissed him on the temple, just a
brush in passing, and went into her bedroom to change out of her
office dress and hose. She seemed distant, preoccupied. She didn't
ask if he'd had a happy birthday.
Later on he showed her Carol's card. His mom glanced at it, not
really seeing it, pronounced it "cute," and handed it back. Then she
told him to wash up, brush up, and go to bed. Bobby did so, not
mentioning his interesting talk with Ted. In her current mood, that
was apt to make her angry. The best thing was to let her be distant,
let her keep to herself as long as she needed to, give her time to
drift back to him. Yet he felt that sad mood settling over him again
as he finished brushing his teeth and climbed into bed. Sometimes he
felt almost hungry for her, and she didn't know.
He reached out of bed and closed the door, blocking off the sound of
some old movie. He turned off the light. And then, just as he was
starting to drift off, she came in, sat on the side of his bed, and
said she was sorry she'd been so stand-offy tonight, but there had
been a lot going on at the office and she was tired. Sometimes it was
a madhouse, she said. She stroked a finger across his forehead and
then kissed him there, making him shiver. He sat up and hugged her.
She stiffened momentarily at his touch, then gave in to it. She even
hugged him back briefly. He thought maybe it would now be all right
to tell her about Ted. A little, anyway.
"I talked with Mr. Brautigan when I came home from the library," he
said.
"Who?"
"The new man on the third floor. He asked me to call him Ted."
"You won't - I should say nitzy! You don't know him from Adam."
"He said giving a kid an adult library card was a great present." Ted
had said no such thing, but Bobby had lived with his mother long
enough to know what worked and what didn't.
She relaxed a little. "Did he say where he came from?"
"A place not as nice as here, I think he said."
"Well, that doesn't tell us much, does it?" Bobby was still hugging
her. He could have hugged her for another hour easily, smelling her
White Rain shampoo and Aqua Net hold-spray and the pleasant odor of
tobacco on her breath, but she disengaged from him and laid him back
down. "I guess if he's
going to be your friend - your adult friend - I'll have to get to
know him a little."
"Well - "
"Maybe I'll like him better when he doesn't have shopping bags
scattered all over the lawn." For Liz Garfield this was downright
placatory, and Bobby was satisfied. The day had come to a very
acceptable ending after all. "Goodnight, birthday boy."
"Goodnight, Mom."
She went out and closed the door. Later that night - much later - he
thought he heard her crying in her room, but perhaps that was only a
dream.
Copyright 1999 by Stephen King. Tous mes
remerciements à Simon and Schulter.
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USA:
King's collection of five linked stories
reads like a novel, and its theme is the real-life enchantment and
horrors of the 1960s generation, haunted by the specter of Vietnam.
Atlantis is King's metaphor for that vanished era, inspired by pop
singer Donovan's "sweet and stupid" song about the lost continent.
The collection is poignant, melancholy, ambitious, and deeply
influenced by the one book King wishes he'd written, "Lord of the
Flies." Though it's artfully realistic fiction, it does connect with
the horror tradition, particularly in the 250-page opening novella,
"Low Men in Yellow Coats," in which a small American town gets
invaded by uncanny monsters from King's Dark Tower series.
Pour en savoir davantage, vous pouvez consulter:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0684853515/ref=mk_pb_2
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